Apple cinnamon candles & old pictures

:) holaaa
so my madre emptied out our storage thing and of course 90% of the boxes in there were mine and I brought a few of them home and went through them. Of course 80% of the contents of these boxes are pictures. Pictures from basically my entire life, baby, toddler, cutest lil kid, high school, nooowww and it made me kinda sad spesh the high school ones because high school ruled, it sucked but it ruled at the same time. Soooo much has happened since then, some good some bad and some things I never expected. Like living in Memphis for an entire year? Insanity. It makes me want to add so many more pictures because if a stranger were to look through these boxes I feel like they'd think I've done a lot but I have soooo much more to like MOVE!
I looked at apartments online today in Nashville and discussed plans with stacy and I can't fucking wait to live thereerreerererere and get an adorable puppy and have an ill job and be neighbors with TS and every other awesome person in Nashville <3

This weekend was Thanksgiving!! I ate enough to feed a small 3rd world country and it ruled. I made a delicious apple pie and boommbb brownies, as usual. Rena bena came to visit which was lovely because it had been FOREVER since I saw her. I spent the rest of the weekend working and in bwater with gilly billy, I miss that lil nugget.

This semester is almost over! Only a couple weeks of class left and I'm suuuper excited for vacation. I'm probably going to work every single day because work consumes my life. But I needa make money so I can save for many things, mainly CMA fest next year and for moving :):):):):)

"I love the gap between your teeth and I love the riddles that you speak"<3

ganight :)

"I don't mind if they see just what you mean to me"

Loves a beautifulllll thiingg hey let it catch on <3

I've had a few days to let RF's new CD sink in and I have to say that Unstoppable was better, in my opinion. I guess I just prefer their ballads to the uptempo songs and the new album is 80% up/mid tempo songs and it's disappointing. The songs are good but I feel like those songs don't showcase Gary's voice as well as the ballads do, he sounds amazing with whatever he sings but I like the slower songs better. I just don't have the overwhelming urge to listen to the songs non stop like I usually do with their new albums :(
I still like all the songs, there isn't one that I would prefer to listen to over another which is another thing that usually doesn't happen. I usually have a handful of favorites and still like the others but all these songs are pretty equal. "Red Camaro" is fun and 'Summer Young" is one that I can say is a fav. "Nothing Like This" is okay, everyone is obsessed with it but there's nothing special about it to me. Overall the new album is just OK to me.

So school is going fabulously, I'm doing really good :D I have A's & B's except for math and I'm definitely working on that to get it up to at least a C beecause I have to pass it to move onto the next math class. After the next math I take I'll be free from math foreveerrrrr.. probably not but hopefully. I love my classes and talking about music and contracts and performing it doesn't even feel like school which is why I think I'm doing fabulously, I'm actually interested in this stuff :)

Thanksgiving is next week!! I haven't had meat in 10 days and I'm planning on keeping this up after thanksgiving, I obv can't resist turkey on turkey day so that will be the exception and then I'm gonna focus on keeping meat out of my diet :)
Speaking of my diet, I started p90x again last week but I've only done it once since then, shaaame, I know. I literally have no time to do it and it's sooo annoying. Plus the living room is teensy. I try to run when I can't do the dvd's but i don't have much time for that either. Distractions, distractions. If i can't get my ass in gear soon I'll just make it my new years resolution to BRING IT :)

Kay I'm going for a run then gotta get ready for work.
Laterrrr xoxox

"I'm supposed to be strong, I'm supposed to find a way to carry on"

ugh. uuuugggggghhhhhhhh.



I have nothing good to say except that Rascal Flatt's new album comes out tonight at midnight and that's the only thing keeping me from fleeing the country and forgetting about every single person I've ever known. The only thing that doesn't suck ass right now is school, amazingly.


ooookay bye.

you're a liar and pathetic :)

HEY KATIE DAVISDON!
Shout out to the most useless shithead of a person on the planet since she stalks my life and my blog, about my "imagined and distorted life."


Anyways.
"Dear John" is my favorite song on "Speak Now" right nooowwww <3


that's all.

night :)

this ain't hollywood, this is a small town.

hello hello.
It's tueessddaayyyy, possibly my least favorite day of the week.
I haven't written in a couple days because the last few days I've had zero motivation to do anything.. I haven't even gone for a run in like fiivvee daayyysss UGH gross. I may go after this. I'm waiting for my laundry to wash/dry as we speak so I worked up some motivation to do at least that :)

I don't think I've ever mentioned this in my blog but I'm planning on moving to Nashville in the next 2 years :) hopefully summerish of 2012 :):):):):) I just want to get my associates from Baystate and I'm fucking OUT. My plan is to get my bachelor's degree from Belmont University in the amazing. beautiful city of Nashville, TN. My home, where I really belong.
I've made some wack decisions in the past, ones that have not been favoring me but I know that moving there is the best possible thing I could do for myself and there's not one doubt in my mind about it. I just need to do really good in school right now and for the next year and a half. I'm planning on taking summer school this year so I can get out quicker and move on to bigger and better, beautious things in the south.

Yes I lived in Memphis for a year but Memphis and Nashville, contrary to what many may believe, are two completely different animals. Memphis is shitty, Nashville is perfection and there's really no other way to put it. Don't get me wrong I miss being in Memphis, but is it Memphis I miss or just being away? I haven't decided. I obviously love love love being away from home and being on my own, doing what I want and not having to report it to anybody, but with all the shittiness that is Memphis, I still miss the actual city and some lovely people I became friends with there. I just don't know that if i went back that I would be happy, not that I'm totally happy right now.. I guess I'll never know. I do want to go visit though, I miss my old roommate and all the pointless but fun things we did together. I miss the basketball games and the amazing gym that was there. I miss the beautiful campus and the siicckkk water spurt things in the middle of campus. I miss their accents, Perkins and BWW.

Stacy & I are planning a trip to Nashville in maybe a month and I think I'm going to try and get to Memphis for at least a day :)

gotta go get my laundry and run the past couple days off!!

ta ta for now ;)