Okay.

So I have an issue with people. It's like no matter how much I try to trust people and give them the benefit of the doubt, they continuously give me reason to doubt them. I could give 5000 examples but I won't because although I'm convinced nobody reads this, you never know.
I just wish people could stop being creepy and using people to get what they want. Make your own luck, have your own shit and hop off of mine. If everyone knew everyone's true intentions maybe we could stop being fake to each other and pretending like we're friends when we aren't. If you only talk to someone when you want/need something, you are a fake bitch. Stop being fake and try being real, it feels a lot better.

Enough of that. My beautiful nephew came into the world yesterday!! He's perfection and I can't wait for him to come home from the hospital and start growing and experiencing everything. I also can't wait to babysit him and fill his little ears with beautious music :) He'll be a country music fan (:

!!!! so precious (:

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I'm a flake.

So I have a tendency of telling people I'll hang out with them, get drinks or whatever during the day for that night. Then night time rolls around and I just get so tired.. so I go to sleep and usually don't tell them. =/ That would piss me off if someone did that to me but at the same time people want to go out sooo laatteee and I'm just a sleeper. I would rather sleep then spend all of my money on drinks just to get drunk and then make bad decisions with you. I suppose if I really wanted to hang out with said individual I would stay up and wait for them to be done with work or whatever, so maybe this is just me avoiding certain people because deep down I really don't want to see them. Hm... that was like therapy!

It's been about a month since I last went to the gym *hides face in shame* that's terrible. But I;ve been really busy with work! Plus I lost my debit card a few weeks ago so my billing got all fucked up and I don't really want to go and deal with it. I'm beginning to see a pattern of avoidance in my behavior.
Anyways, I wanted to go today and give them my new card info and work out but thennn i decided I don't want to get all sweaty and gross then have to shower because I'm getting a hair cut today and they're going to wash my hair. Washing your hair twice in one day is not only bad for your hair but stupid and a waste of shampoo & cond. SO I'll go to the gym tomorrow :) I really have to clean my room today anyways aaand I wanna get rid of some clothes I don't wear and give them to goodwill.

It's already Tuesday thank Godddd, I cannot wait for the weekend to get here :) doing big thingssss


time for laundry and other fun stuff!

tata <3

Haayyy :)

I'm back!! Yayyy oh look, fireworks!! for me?!! ....nope. It's 4th of July :)

Oh well, next time.
I have missed you my little blog, so sorry for my absence I had much to work out and didn't really want to write about it on here and I would have if I kept this. So now that everything is better in my life I'm back :) and although nobody reads this I'll still write in it at least twice a week :):):):):)

I hafta go get ready for work now but my next post shall be better and include what I've been doing the last... 4 months :)

muaahhhh
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