Something on my mind.
This is random because I haven't written here in a while but obviously things are still going on. A lot actually, too much to share now but I really want to talk about people.
People are so influential on everything we do. How we act, why we laugh, why we don't laugh. Some people kill themselves because of another persons relentless abuse, whether it's physical or mental. Everyone strives to be happy and strives to be loved whether you admit it or not, everyone wants to be loved by another person.
Sometimes you fall for someone you think is completely right for you and sometimes it works but more times it doesn't. Trial and error. You have to try things to figure out if you like them or not and it's the same with people.
It's terrifying to me to completely give myself to someone else because they can do whatever they want with what you give. They can give you everything back or they can take everything you gave and leave with it.
People have secrets and they're secrets for a reason, but when you find someone who is willing to give you everything of themselves, don't be afraid to give everything back. Regardless of the circumstances, be happy and give your all to everything and everyone who you think deserves it.
You have to get hurt in order to know your human, in order to know you can heal and be vulnerable. It's the best and the worst feeling at the same time. It's worth the risk.
Nothing lasts forever, don't regret something that once made you happy and take chances.
That's all.
Happy Valentines Day.
